Surprised

This... this defies all logic.

I thought when I broke down (figuratively), the fallout would be disastrous.

Nothing of the sort.

Instead, I felt peace - different, comforting.

I questioned myself - is this merely fake "peace" from not struggling with something you ought to struggle with? I've seen that enough to be wary of it.

But all that has happened so far seems to prove me wrong.

What I thought would never happen, or would take a long time to happen, happened. And I had confirmation of it.

Maybe it really was time after all.

Mine not to question why, but to be grateful and to keep my eyes on the prize.

Thank you.

Feel like singing now.

Give me Your desire

Weakening

Should I open the floodgates again?

What exactly am I hoping for?

If I just could know
Exactly what is going on in your mind.

Maybe I'd better hold back still.

After all
If you really wanted to talk to me
You would contact me of your own accord.

...right?

I must stop all these hopeful speculations

You have a new life now

And I have to stop reading too much into the tiniest of coincidences.

And I wish you health and happiness
In Him.

Rough

That was... unexpected.

Will not read too much into it.

I need resolve.

SYWHL

http://blogs.scientificamerican.com/observations/2013/02/04/watch-this-amazing-12-year-old-launch-a-hello-kitty-into-space/

More stuff you would've liked.

Oh well.