It's been...

2 days since I last contacted you.

What have you been thinking? How have you been feeling?

I thought it would help you, if I stopped.
But now I'm not so sure.

The pain hasn't stopped, I've just smothered it for awhile.
Smothered any thought of you anytime it comes up
It's the only way to not give in to bothering you.

This will not be healthy if we continue, but I thought you needed it.

Should I speak? Should I remain silent?
Is there anyone helping you with this?

I want to continue loving you
But how do you want to be loved?
And what is the best for you?

Silence is golden
But my eyes still see