Where are they from?

I thought I was finally, with God's magnificent grace and provision, moving on.

I thought I was finally healing, enough to live and laugh and, in future, maybe even love again.

Why this sudden dream of you?

Perhaps it is the subconscious speaking, not necessarily God or even the devil.

But over and over, it happens. Just when I have made up my mind or my heart to let you go, a dream comes of our reconciliation.

Of you pursuing, wanting me back again.
Of me wanting to be reconciled, but holding back in fear of being hurt again.
Of reassurance from family members that us reconciling is fine with them.
Of me slowly allowing myself to lean towards reconciliation.

And it is always at that point that I awake.

I don't know what to think, but I will not let this distract me. I will continue to lay it, and my desires, before the Lord.

One thing the trainer said a couple of days ago struck me. The Holy Spirit may have given us a word about somebody else, but we also have to watch the timing of when we share it.

I don't even know if this is from the Lord... regardless, I will wait. I am terrified nowadays of moving before the Lord speaks.

I want to be as obedient to Him as I possibly can.

Making God happy - "The joy of the Lord is my strength"...