It took me some time to realise what was missing
Another casualty of this casual dumping
My enthusiasm for almost anything has gone.
No wonder life feels so dreary
No wonder the future looks bleak
No wonder every day I cry, hurt, and want to end it all.
How can you not see how much this has changed me?
How can you have thought this was "better"?
Maybe, and this is the thought that holds me
It is better for you.
I promised God
I will not break that promise
I will trust Him to make my life into something beautiful.
But right now, from where I am
I can't see a future
And if you knew me at all you would've known
That is scariest of all.
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