Stunned

First notes, then albums.
(Or maybe it was all at the same time.)

In shock.

Maybe this is to everyone. Maybe.

I cannot reconcile this.

Maybe I shouldn't try.

Maybe I should just be thankful for what I still have
And wait for those, too,
To be taken away someday.

It feels like
My soul is trying to hurt
But has run out of hurt
And so I sit here, stupefied
Just breathing.

Just about breathing.

Remember, choose life.
Keep choosing it.
One day you won't have to remind yourself.