Lunchtime tends to bring good things, even if my appetite wasn't restored by the walk to the canteen.
I really shouldn't put off lunch the way I do.
Thank You, God, for reminding me of the people who stand ready to hear me out, to support me through this. That give me new perspective and help me to take my eyes off my pain and fix them on You.
Thank You for reminding me that love hopes and endures all things. (ALL things.) If, in my mind, I can endure neglect and beatings and abandonment and betrayal, why should not I bear with a request for space? (Of course, in those I always knew the ending. But the point still stands - my ending is with God, hence it WILL be a happy ending.)
I still don't have the answers I am looking for. But the striving has eased, once again.
Now, back to being productive... I hope.
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